Between cramming in clinicals, DD a prac test and a allergic reaction to what I think is caused by my relentless consumption of iron tablets and salmon oil together, I still managed to find the time the day dream (per usual)
Yday before going to bed, I watched an episode of Private Practice. And... adison
(wish i cld get her as my doctor) delivered babies as normal. Thing is , that whole episode revolved around babies and family..
I gladly smiled and fell asleep quite soundly. Around 3 am I woke up to a feeling of intense pain and realized that i was sweating like crazy.. yes yes.. as you guessed, i dreamt i was in labour.. out of all things in the world.. ME... GIVING BIRTH .. ARGH!!!
All i can remember was me in a bath tub, there was a lady in white (nurse perhaps), a pretty hot doctor and a vague image of a guy ( i persume that's the baby's father.. but u see they always are blurry in these dreams). I was having a freaking water birth. It really did freak me out.
For starters, Im not even near that zone and birth literally scares me. I like the kids part but not the growing fat through 9 months and then going through all tht pain (hence I always support adoption). But yday, for the first time, it hit me that this is something I may just have to go through and I can't really evade it if it happens. The water birth sparked a sudden interest in me and my inquisitive nature led me to do a google search on it. To my delight, I found out that it is indeed a great way to give birth and it reduces the pain felt. Besides that, it brings the baby into very familiar surroundings as the womb is filled with fluid anyway.
Thanks to my dream... now I am actually embracing the idea of having my own kids someday and definitively water birth (trust me, I ll make the guy get in the tub with me :P )
Sometimes, messages come to you in the strangest away... i guessed my maternal instict has been awakened.
Yday before going to bed, I watched an episode of Private Practice. And... adison
(wish i cld get her as my doctor) delivered babies as normal. Thing is , that whole episode revolved around babies and family..
I gladly smiled and fell asleep quite soundly. Around 3 am I woke up to a feeling of intense pain and realized that i was sweating like crazy.. yes yes.. as you guessed, i dreamt i was in labour.. out of all things in the world.. ME... GIVING BIRTH .. ARGH!!!
All i can remember was me in a bath tub, there was a lady in white (nurse perhaps), a pretty hot doctor and a vague image of a guy ( i persume that's the baby's father.. but u see they always are blurry in these dreams). I was having a freaking water birth. It really did freak me out.
For starters, Im not even near that zone and birth literally scares me. I like the kids part but not the growing fat through 9 months and then going through all tht pain (hence I always support adoption). But yday, for the first time, it hit me that this is something I may just have to go through and I can't really evade it if it happens. The water birth sparked a sudden interest in me and my inquisitive nature led me to do a google search on it. To my delight, I found out that it is indeed a great way to give birth and it reduces the pain felt. Besides that, it brings the baby into very familiar surroundings as the womb is filled with fluid anyway.
Thanks to my dream... now I am actually embracing the idea of having my own kids someday and definitively water birth (trust me, I ll make the guy get in the tub with me :P )
Sometimes, messages come to you in the strangest away... i guessed my maternal instict has been awakened.
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