It's been a while...

Im finally finding time to blog..

Life has been hectic. Feel like there is No air, no space, no time. My final year of uni has daunted on me. I always used to look in awe at the 4th year students. They seem so smart, all ready to kick start their career, packed with knowledge and confidence. I am here now.. in the place and time and I look back at the first years and I do miss those days. We may appear to look all confident and knowledgeable, but in true fact, there is so much more to be learnt. The road doesnt end here, this year.

I' ve been constantly bombared with questions of my future career paths. So confused myself, not sure what path to take. There are so many exciting paths for me to choose. On Monday, I wanna be a International Health Pharmacist who serves in Africa... on tuesday, it s a hospital clinical pharmacist, on wednesday, a Pharmacoeconomist, on Thurs I wanna do medicine, on Friday.. pharmacy management perhaps ?? on sat and sun i just sulk over my confusion.... haiz...

I'm very fortunate that i have parents who I can talk too.. their advice always seems to make things so simple and clear.. as mum says..why all the confusion ?? Take one step at the time.. and PRAY !! " Oh, God.. please show me my path"...

mmm it s friday officially My HAPPY DAY OF THE WEEK.. im gonna retire to bed and look fwd to my packed weekend ( there is church, festival, fireworks and a dinner involve... how fun !! oooo maybe swimming too :) --- steph is excited !!

signing off

PS : Vote For A Change ... happy election weekend ppl...

A search that never ends.

Valentines just went by ..

A day that does indeed muck up my mind oh so badly.. BUT indeed i stood rock firm

I may have broken a few hearts this valentines, but it s better to break now than later..

Why is love so confusing and complicated ? We seem invisible to the ones we want, yet so crystal clear to the rest ????

Maybe Im just to caught up in the whirlwind of romance... maybe i have to open up my eyes to the average joe.

Finding Mr. Perfect is a mission impossible, yet settling is one of the worst things one can do in terms of life choices.. so when do i stop finding for Mr. Perfect and open my eyes to Mr. Average Joe ?

signing off in a mellow mood...

Where has the romance gone ....

Oh hell no !!

It's SUNDAY .. my beloved weekend has flown by so quick. I wish i could hold on to it and never let it go ( *sob sob* )

Pretty awesome weekend.. threw in some gym clothes shopping (believe me , even gym clothes are expensive), went work-shoe hunting (saw a good one but it s 110 aud.. keluar budget) , threw in a bit of pilates, yoga and weights.. and rediscovered the joy of romance..

Im a romantic individual who goes.. ahhhh whenevr i read mills and boons.. but lately I have given up on it. I view it as WHAT'S THE POINT ? Guys dont appreaciate it at all... has the mills and boons type romance been sucked out from the inhabitants of the twenty first century ??

These days guys dont show, neither do they even try to give women some good old fashion romance that we so desperately want. Its not about buying us an LV bag or gucci wallet.. it s more about the little things like opening a car door, pulling the chair out for us, ordering a meal for us first before your own ( guys have gone GREEDY these days) and so on.. Due to our over diversified lives and high profile careers, couples hardly have time to sit for a proper meal together let alone prepare one for each other. Romance these days takes place in the elevator while riding to work.. maybe in the train.. or the usual .. at a club.. but is this real romance or merely let's do it for the sake of doing it ?

I recently watched this movie called PS: I love you.. i know that sounds lame and to mushy for the average joe but hey... that's what we want.. WOMEN want that kind of love..the never ending, i ll always be with you, though u nag kind ( maybe I should go for an Irish then.. they sing, dance, and write letters ) . It s rare to find a guy who is willing to sit through such a mushy movie with a girl....

At the end of the day it all boils down to how happy and how much you want that person. Maybe family traditions kick in too. Research (acc to Steph et al, 2008) has shown that kids who see their parents being affectionate to one another are drawn to those traits..(see that's hard to come by too if your in an asian fly)

So to all my girlies out there.. YES U DO DERSERVE THE 1950'S STYLE ROMANCE.. afterall the 1950's fashion is back in style ( high waisted skirts etc etc).. and so is the romance.. don't settle for 2nd best.. coz "YOUR WORTH IT"

M@nIc w3eK !!

Tired .. exhausted... im running on low fuel..

Oh God.. how do i get into a full time job next year ?? 9 to 530 seems near to impossible..

All I think of is FRIDAY ...when will thou arrive ??